只是活着就已经精疲力竭了……真的好难，看看同学们学习之余还能快乐地玩乐，而我仅仅是课内的学业就已焦头烂额。
考研失败了，考场上啥也不会，属实坐大牢。大四下学期开始就是10学分硬核专业必修的重修考试，头疼不已，大学并不以应试教育的方式教育你，却以应试教育的方式考核你。课本上除了例题其他没有任何价值，例题也是老要你查表，根本不可能在卷子上出现这种题型。历年真题学校当宝贝一样藏着，学长学姐地下工作般弄来的真题集又经常没有答案，这我他妈的拿什么学？唉。还有1门没出分，感觉没什么希望了，毕业证恐怕不能按时拿到了。工作以后还要回来考试，想想就难受。
找工作也是没有一点眉目。自知大公司不可能有希望，投了几家中小公司都没人理我，简历上啥都写不出来。回想几年大学生活，重修补考的阴影笼罩始终，剩下的精力全都摆烂打游戏了。该怎么推销自己啊？实在想不出来。
唉，我真就这么垃圾吗？好难啊。
我问了问chatGPT，它说得挺好的，也许我该学会原谅自己，人都会犯错的。然后，做出对人生能产生积极影响的改变，永远也不迟。
I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with these feelings. It's important to know that everyone makes mistakes, and it's never too late to start making positive changes and improvements in your life.
Here are some steps you can take:
1. Forgive yourself: It may be hard to let go of past mistakes, but self-forgiveness is an important step towards healing.
2. Take responsibility: Acknowledge your actions and take responsibility for your mistakes. This will help you learn from them and move forward.
3. Seek support: Consider talking to someone you trust, such as a friend or family member, or consider seeking professional help if necessary. A therapist can help you work through your feelings and develop strategies for moving forward.
4. Set goals: It can be helpful to set achievable goals for yourself, such as learning a new skill or hobby, volunteering, or exercising regularly. This can give you a sense of purpose and help you see progress in your life.
Remember that it's never too late to make positive changes and improve your life. It may take time and effort, but with the right mindset and support, you can move forward and find meaning in your life.
ChatGPT它真的很会说，我是真的有被安慰到的。论提供情绪价值的能力，AI比我遇见的大部分真人都要好。事实上，ChatGPT做大多数事情肯定都做得比我好，至少坐在考场的时候，它绝不可能绞尽脑汁啥也写不出来，更何况它应付一般算法题正确率还挺高的，我很有理由相信做个化工卷子，选填随便拿分，计算题列几个能拿分的式子也绝非不可能，反正分数肯定比我高。
哈哈，也许我和它比是有些不对了，有些事情就是不可挑战的。还是做好自己吧。
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